BANDUNG 29th APRIL 2012

my brother&india's momma

with my brother,febby divega

my bro

glow in the night

dear banok...

dear banok...gamau panjang panjang postingnya cuma mau ngomong....

prove if it's true,please go away if all just a fake

don't gimme empty hope&make me to waitting for so along with somethin uncertainly since i'm get traumatic bout hurts.thanks!

i love you <3

david choi-by my side really love this song!!

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking
I am waiting as the time goes by
I think of you with every breath I take
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine
You're all I see in everything

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

All the fears you feel inside
And all the tears you've cried
They're ending right here
I'll heal your hardened soul
I'll keep you oh so close
Don?t worry; I'll never let you go
You're all I need
You're everything

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

No one else would ever do
I've got a stubborn heart for you
Call me crazy but it's true
I love you
I didn't think that it would be you who made it clear to me
You're all I need

I just wanna hold you
I just wanna kiss you
I just wanna love you all my life
I normally wouldn't say this but I just can't contain it
I want you here forever right here by my side

when the heart hurts

when the heart hurts

all life stands still

and pain is the only living

thought that makes sense of being

how fortunate is the life

that has not known love 

and yet....

how empty 

how vain

to be alive

is it not better to have known pain

than be bereft of all feelling?

 By: Gloria C.Kismadi

if only

if i could see through your eyes

i would know what you like to see

if i knew your wishes 

i could give you everything you want

if i dreamed the same dreams you do

together we could make them come true

if i knew what makes you happy

i could make you the happinest person in the world

but mostly,if i were a cell in your blood

i would certainly be somewhere in your heart

love is....

i'm not begging you to love me
i'm not really even asking you

but,wouldn't be allright

if i cherished the hope in my heart?

if i yearned to hold your hand

it would only hurt me-not you

if you didn't notice me 

my heart would be aching-not yours

but,if you did notice me

or even,by any chance

gazed into my eyes

i would try not to tremble

but please

Don't ask me not to love you...

fashion flavor

foolling around

last weekend aldi,jordan,findy,windy,astrid,chika,endah,andiska,tia,ayu&me went to observation for our film documentary at one of indonesian veteran's house.we were interviewed them with some questions and they also told us about they story from first time.after that,we took a rest and bought some slurpee at seven eleven rawamangun but aldi,jordan,findy and endah didn't joined us because they've own bussiness hahaha,next destination we lunch at bakso selera in pondok bambu.it's so delicious meatball&mie ayam.they served us with big portion.after we were full,we confused where the destination that we must go,finally,we went to harapan indah actually we planned to photoshoot but those place is very hot and arid.so,we decided to visited astrid's house in asrama abri,pulo gebang to captured some photos in kindergaten which near from astrid's house.astrid's mom prepared us some snack and since we're hungry so,both snack that astrid's mom served for us is cleared hahahaha.and at the end tia drove me to got home.curious?let's check this out....

the veteran's wife and her son retell about their story

some news about them in a newspaper

astrid,ayu,and me

when we were waitted the veteran,we were took some photos hahaha

windy drove me to veteran's house by her motorcycle

in front of hutan kota

astrid and me

andiska and me didn't realize that chika want to captured us.LOL hahaha

me,astrid and windy at sevel rw.mangun

the helmet protected me from sunshine,rainy,and accident and evidently ayu looked at me with smiled hahaha

i dunno mean of this photo.chika shoot our backbone hahaha

at field near of astrid's house

to took photos in kindergarten we must to climbed the wall hahaha

windy,angry bird and me

such as cover girl,isn't it? LOL hahaha

andiska and me such as mom and daughter.i climbbed diska's backbone and laugh such as little girl who really happy,excited&glad

me,ayu and tia

with angry bird ahhaha

aldi was really bored to waitted and he decided to bite his nail hahahaha

sssttt.....windy was wrote some information from informants

:'(

i really feel so usseless,loneliness always accompany me,no one care,no one gimme attention,i'm tired of everything,i'm tired wearing mask,i'm tired survive,i'm tired putting in more effort than i'm receive,i'm tired to understand someone but they didn't give me back,i'm tired to hiding,i'm tired to patient,i'm tired of yield,i'm tired to cry behind them,i'm tired of everything in my life.actually i'm WEAK.

birthday greetting

this special picture created by fanny&ini yang dijadiin dp anak anak.subhannallah gue amat sangat aib disitu.sekian.tq

sebenernya masih banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkk banget capture it nya&birthday greeting dari orang orang di bbm,twitter,fb tapi maaaf ya ga bisa di muat semua but actually i'm so gratitued with you all.love you the most <3